"You saw me before I saw you. A girl: Gemma, at the airport, on her way to a family vacation. You had that look in your eyes. A guy: Ty, rugged, tan, too old, oddly familiar, eyes blue as ice. Like you wanted me. She steps away. For just a second. He pays for her drink. And drugs it. Wanted me for a long time. He takes her, before she even knows what's happening. To sand and heat. To emptiness and isolation. To nowhere. And expects her to love him.
Written as a letter from a victim to her captor, this is Gemma's desperate story of survival. Ty has Stolen her body. Against every instinct screaming inside her, will he also steal Gemma's heart?" -taken from the jacket-Stolen, by Lucy Christopher
Gemma, Ty, and the beautiful land Ty takes Gemma to, are truly the three main characters. The descriptions of the desert bring it to life again and again, and Ty's relationship with the land is something truly beautiful. Gemma's first view of the desert transports you to that other world:
"I brought my hand up to shield my eyes and tried to stop squinting. I was blinded by all that whiteness. It was like I'd stepped out into an afterlife. Only there were no angels… I made a sort of choking noise. As far as I could see, there was nothing. There was only flat, continuous brown land leading out to the horizon. Sand and more sand, with tussocks of small scrubby bushes standing up like surprises and the occasional leafless tree. The land was dead and thirsty. I was in nowhere… Just emptiness. Just heat and horizon. I dug my fingernails into the palm of my hand, and waited for the pain that told me I wasn't in a nightmare. I knew as soon as I set off that it was hopeless. Where would I run to? Everywhere looked the same. I could see why you hadn't locked the doors, why you hadn't tied me up. There was nothing and no one out there. Only us."
The situation that Gemma finds herself in is horrible-kidnapped, taken from all she knows, by a man who seems too familiar, into a place with no hope of escape… Stolen. Her terror in scenes made me want to scream, and the humor in others made me laugh aloud. Yes, humor… this is not a horror story, it is almost a poetic character sketch, one which slowly shows you the complicated natures of the two hearts at play. But beyond learning of the hearts of the characters, it is fascinating to peer into their minds. A much more appropriate label for this book is psychological thriller-and that label tells me why I love Stolen so much.
Many people have used the term Stockholm syndrome in reference to this book, partly because of the captor-captive relationship and the use of the term within the book itself, but I don't believe it fits. Stockholm syndrome is defined as "an emotional attachment to a captor formed by a hostage as a result of continuous stress, dependence, and a need to cooperate for survival." Yes, Gemma begins to develop an emotional attachment to Ty, and yes she is dependent on him and needs to cooperate to survive in the desert-but a correlation in this case does not mean causality. Gemma beginning to fall for Ty, I believe, is not because he is her captor or a survival tactic-and she fights him repeatedly attempting to escape. Her beginning to fall for him is because of who he is, and I admit I came to love Ty's character much sooner than Gemma did.
Objectionable Content: One complaint I've heard in regard to this book is that it glorifies the nature of kidnapping-that young women will romanticize the horrible situation-that they will only see Ty as a hot Australian guy and hope they get kidnapped by one themselves. As a young woman, I can say that what makes this book work for me is that there is conflict, that things are not black and white at all. Yes, I grew to love Ty's character-but he still drugged a teenage girl in an airport, still took her against her will and refused to let her go. That is WRONG, no matter what his reasons. As long as the individual reading the book has the maturity to look beyond the surface, which I would find difficult NOT to do in a book that delves so deep beyond it, that should not be an issue. The only objectionable elements are some language (not very often, but it is the f-bomb-I hate the use of that word, but understood its use within context) and nudity (as in 'I'm walking in the desert about to die of heatstroke when I take my clothes off'-not in a sexual context). Gemma believes she is brought there for him to take advantage of, and expresses her fear of rape, but that subject is handled expertly-her fears are clear, but not described in graphic detail or dwelt upon. All in all, I thought that Stolen struck its balance extremely well, and the way that certain elements were handled was delicate and mature.
Bottom Line: Stolen is hauntingly beautiful, and one of the best books I've read in a very long time. I recommend it without hesitation to mature readers-if you love a quiet psychological thriller, it'll steal your heart. My rating:
5/5 Stolen Butterflies
I've decided to combine this review with music, because I was listening to a mix while reading and a couple songs played that couldn't have been more perfectly timed. Three which fit the story and characters all too well…
Always-This one reminds me of Gemma's feelings about Ty, and some of the lines seem more like his perspective… almost like the song is a conversation. From Stolen:
"I lashed out, catching your chin. I used all my strength to push you away. "I hate you!" I screamed. "I...hate you!" You moved your hand away immediately, as if I'd suddenly burned it. "Maybe that'll change," you said quietly. You took the lantern with you, leaving me huddled against a bookshelf in the dark."
Say You'll Haunt Me-I cannot hear this song without thinking of Ty. I've loved it for a while, but even more so now. Every word in every verse relates to him-the soft pulses in the dead of his beloved desert, the little souvenirs he once gave her… and of course he wants Gemma to stay with him forever. Completely and utterly perfect-the song which best embodies him.
Stockholm Syndrome-This song played as the book was coming to an end, and made me cry like an even bigger baby. If you've read it-you'd have cried too, right? Regardless of whether or not you've read it, this song is AMAZING (well, I think so ;) ).
Thanks for reading and listening-drop me a comment and let me know you think! Thanks a million,
Hey everyone! I'm sorry I didn't post this on Wednesday… I had classes and therapy, which was actually very eventful, and I'll share with you as soon as I can. I haven't been allowed online much at all in the past couple days-I've been hardcore purging clothes and random junk, and working on the essay for the Honors College App. for GU, and my mother has had the past several days off work and decided to make the most of them by us cleaning the entire house and getting all the laundry taken care of. I'm not complaining-I'm actually really glad we've gotten so much done, and I now have CLEAN SOCKS! I was kind of stealing my moms… lol :D. And after all that, I wrote up my music that moves me post, and the WHOLE THING GOT DELETED. So yeah, doubly late :-P. I probably wont be able to write a serious post for a bit, but in the meantime you can check out and (hopefully) enjoy the following (super short) playlist. Be forewarned: most of the songs have a similar vibe and style, but the theme is one that I've really been connecting to lately, and the songs are great regardless of whether or not you can relate (haha, that rhymed! Lol, soy una perdedora). Here's the list before I make an even bigger idiot out of myself-let me know what you think:
I'd like to say hello and welcome to PepEGra-thanks for following! Also, thank you all SO MUCH for the wonderful comments. I'm going to go ahead and reply to them all here :). Amanda-I've missed you too! I might be moving out sooner than I thought… I honestly have no clue what's going to happen next...the minute we have a plan in place, somebody changes SOMETHING and it all keeps changing. I'll let you know about the books asap :). I'm glad that protein is working for you! And no, I don't have facebook. My mom is very protective and the entire concept of social networking scares her, and the battle just isn't worth it right now. I do hope to get one in the near future, though :). Kendra-Thanks :D. YES, this is definitely an exciting and scary time! I'm really, really looking forward to it though :). Are you still planning on going to Wake? If so, be warned-the application is the most brutal one I've seen, lots of essay questions, so give yourself plenty of time on it. I'll let you know about the books as well! And no, I haven't read the Mortal Instruments Series, but I'll keep them in mind! Thanks for the recommendation, I'm always looking for something new to read too! :D Shaynie-Nope, I'm an East Coast girl :). That is cool that you live close to that college though! Maybe once I've settled in the state (assuming I go to GU), we could meet sometime! Though, I won't be bringing a car… lol, I'll cross that bridge when I come to it :). Lia-Thanks for the advice! She has visited a couple times, and keeps calling me and my mom both, which is making things easier. I think she's a bit lonely, to be honest, and I'm missing her as well, so we talk when we can and it helps us both out :). And you and I don't necessarily have to be rivals… -- ´¨) ¸.·´¸.·*´¨)*´¨) (¸.·´¸.·*´¨) * (¸.· Elizabeth *´¨) ¸.·´ ¸.·*´¨) * (¸.·´* … but ROLL TIDE ROLL!!!! :D
This past weekend I went to visit the Great University with my mom, and was impressed with everything I heard! The Honors College sounds amazing, and the different opportunities they provide their students are mind blowing. The faculty really does everything possible to help the students succeed, both during their time at GU and afterward in the professional world. It really seemed like somewhere I could thrive and grow and belong. I haven't officially made my college decision, but unless I get an equally amazing offer from UNC Chapel Hill or the University of South Carolina-my mind is pretty much made up. I'm finally looking forward to the future-I'm nervous, but desperately eager for time to pass by quickly. I've only got a couple more months before I graduate and who knows where I'm going immediately after that. Wherever I go, I know it will be better than here, so I'm looking forward to that day! Several changes have occurred since I last posted… my sister moved in with my brother and his wife, and I miss her terribly. We've had the option for years, but I never imagined that she would leave before I would, just because things have been harder on me. I chose to stay, and it wasn't an easy choice by any means (think: up all night crying my eyes out and dreaming of the freedom I've denied myself, and lucky to have a friend being my shoulder to cry on till four am), but I'm determined to be positive and productive during my time here (or at least try!). When my sister made the decision to move out, it really hit me hard… and I try not to put anything online when I'm really emotional. Things were intense for several days, and I stopped checking and replying to emails and reading most blog posts. I tend to disconnect when I'm really down, and I'm sorry for repeatedly dropping off the face of the blogosphere… but I think it's the best thing for me to do. I really love you guys though, so I've decided that part of my survival strategy for the next couple months will be regular posting, probably starting in February! Also since I last posted, I bought some NEW books (which I NEVER do, because I'm broke, but I was emotionally compromised and spent money all over the place). For the bibliophiles in the group, here's what I bought:
I'm so glad I decided to treat myself :D. Hhmm… any other changes since I last posted… OH, I got my second holes pierced while at the mall. I was also taken off of the low dose antidepressant I mentioned in an earlier post-the one that made me really drowsy all the time. I'm now on something else that doesn't make me drowsy at all, and seems to make everything SHARPER and my mind more awake. It's nice not feeling like I'm going to fall asleep every thirty minutes ^_^. I've also started eating differently, increased my protein intake and reduced fats and sugars. I read an article called The Antidepressant Diet, with a list of foods that can help, and I'm giving it a shot. I'm also taking fish oils. Thanks so much Shaynie-I wouldn't have researched dietary solutions if you hadn't told me about how they worked for you! Classes were also canceled two weeks in a row due to really icy roads, but I've still got some homework to do. I've been working on picking just one song for this coming Wednesday, but it might turn out to be a playlist… I guess we'll see ;). Well, that's all for now(I kept it brief-aren't you proud of me???)! Thanks for reading, and commenting, and being there in general :). You guys rock!
Hey everyone! I just wanted to let you all know that the lovely Leanna of Violet Reaction is having a giveaway at her blog, and today is the last day to enter! What can you win? The necklace below(three are shown so you can see the wire/chain options):
If you're interested, head on over! Also, I'm now putting links to giveaways of interest in my sidebar, under the title 'Check It Out', between the Scavenger Hunt Award from Kendra and the Love Hurts image from Kenzie-Michelle. I've actually been putting links in there for a while, but never posted about it and TOLD you it was there, so I'm doing that now :). The current giveaways in the box are the necklace mentioned above, a New Year's Resolution giveaway for FIVE books of your choice released in January(ends 1/12) at Girls Without a Bookshelf, and Amanda's CSNGiftcard giveaway, worth $20 in any of their stores, at Farmgirl Writes(ends 1/21)! Just wanted to give you all a heads up :). If any of you know about a great giveaway and care to share, do so! I just reread that, and WOW I sound like a salesperson! Oh well, it isn't like I'm telling you spend money or anything.... you can get all this, for FREEEEE (Bedtime Stories style ;) lol).
"Sing it out, Boy, you got to see what tomorrow brings. Sing it out, Girl, you got to be what tomorrow needs.
For every time that they want to count you out, Use your voice every single time you open up your mouth
Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls every time that you lose it sing it for the world Sing it from the heart Sing it till you're nuts Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts" -Sing-My Chemical Romance
Who will I be? I don't really know. But I know I want to make an impact, to help people, to change the world. I know I want to be what tomorrow needs, and make a difference where it is needed. And I can't do that biting my tongue and playing along, going with the flow and ignoring all of the problems around me. I can't do that being just another face in the crowd, just another member of generation nothing. In order for change to occur, someone has to stand up and demand it! I need to raise my voice every single time they try and shut my mouth, and that is exactly what I'm going to do. I… am going to SING. Not with my voice set to the music someone else has crafted, but with a sound all my own. My words will come from my heart, and I will dance to the music I find there. I will not back down, and I will raise my voice. I encourage you to do the same. Anyway, here is the song... it is empowering and beautiful, though the video has a typo-it is 'sing it out', not 'sing it up'.
This blog is where I'll post my thoughts on whatever comes to mind, share pictures, and review books, movies, and music. This space is an extension of myself-so it might have focus issues every now and then, but it will always be real and honest. Honesty is probably the single most important thing to me, so don't worry about this collection of my personal reflections being full o' bull :). Anyone who actually reads it: thanks for stopping by, and I hope that this space brings you some insight or joy or at the very least, entertainment :).
I am a student, a thinker, a reader, a writer... I'm pretty open-minded, and my least favorite characteristics in a person are close-mindedness and the inability to listen (especially when that person is me!) I'm currently exploring academically and trying to learn more about the beautiful world in which we live... life's a journey, right?